MIDEO CRUZ IS A SUPERSTAR.

(I will express my thoughts in taglish [english, filipino],  for this entry.)

Recently may buzz sa FB at sa News regarding Mideo Cruz's exhibit(hanapin nyo nalang sa FB, see it for yourself). Blasphemy daw yun and CBCP is filing a case against him and CCP for such work. (yan short-cut)

Eto ang commentary ko:

Dati akong devote ng church. Nakatira kami malapit sa simbahan. kapitbahay namin ay simbahan mismo. My parents are hardcore Catholics, they serve the church everyday.  So practically speaking church was part of my life.

Pero bakit ngayon agnostic na ko?

Hindi dahil ayoko maniwala kay God. I love God. I just want to practice praise by myself. I just believe that somehow people are blinded by religion.

I state this from personal experience:

Meron  kaming kapitbahay, like my parents hardcore catholic siya. Pero grabe, UBOD ng sama ng ugali, yung katulong nila na matanda na pinag mumura nya at pinalayas ng madaling araw. Yung mom ko inaway nya. AT tangapin na natin may nangyayaring politics din sa church, "ay malakas ako ke father chorva, pwede natin siyang i-convince...blah blah"

Yung Pari namin namin, sige bless ang mga bata sa kanya, pero sa likod nya may YOSI. Magarbong sasakyan pero ang mga parokyano niya walang makain. And BTW, yung ibang pari ay nang iimpluensya na ng mga parokyano kasi utos daw yun ng diyos kaya dapat gawin nila " dapat ganito..dapat ganun.."(hindi lang yan sa isang relihyon ah)

At yung ibang tao, naiinis ako kasi dahil religious sila mapapatunayan nila na malakas sila kay God. Kahit UGALI na talaga nila ang mali.  kunwari, sasabihin nila na "ako lang "INSERT RELIGION HERE" dito e, kaya nila ako inaaway, or sinisiraan, ok lang kung umalis ako ksi mag pprovide naman si "INSERT THE NAME OF THE GOD HERE.""

wala akong angst kay God, si God ay si God.

PERO. Naiinis lang ako sa mga feeling follwers niya pero sa gawa e walang wala naman. Naiinis ako sa thinking na dnodiyos diyos siya pero ang bukang bibig ay puro paninira. Naiinis ako sa mga pakitang tao na nag sisimba nga, pero pag nakatalikod demonyo nman. Naiinis ako sa mga tanong gumagamit ng pangalan ni God para sa sarili nila, para sa sarili nilang ideology, sariling masamang ugali.

kaya don't ask me kung bat ako hindi na nag sisimba, ksi honestly naiinis lang ako na may mga tao sa simbahan mismo ay masama na.

ngayun alam nyo nakung bat ayoko na ng religion.
now to get to the other point. mideo cruz.

Agree ako sa art ni mideo cruz. If it were europe, tatangapin nila ang open suggestion ni mideo sa art niya. I'll just interpret it on my own,  dahil wala na sakin ang religion. Kaya lang naman nagagalit yung mga catholic ksi feeling nila na bastos si God. Naisip ko lang, bat ngayun pa nag care yung church sa Art? porke ba hindi Jesus-Jesus ginagawa niya kelangan tablahin natin siya? Porket tablado lang ang ideologies mo sa religion kelangan murahin natin ang isang tao? edi sana di ba ginera na ng vatican ang mga countries na hindi catholic ang belief.

Alam ko sasabihin mo, e binastos nila e, binaboy nila si God...

pero natanong mo ba, YUN ba ang intent ng artist?? sirain ang belief ng tao? ilan lang ba ang nag pupunta sa CCP? sa lahat ng opennings na nakita ko never ever pa ko nakakita obispo na umatend, tapos sila ngayun ang mag didictate sa ART kung ano ang moral at imoral?

Yung art ni Mideo Cruz, para sakin doesnt contain blasphemous messeges. From the logical side, this is a view of religion, -dictatorship and pride- alam mo namn ang church dito, dapat palaging sundin... pag hindi nag tatampo, nag tatantrums and the worst case nag ppower trip.

those things na inexbhibit are inanimate things,  it is not God itself but just mere imaginations of PEOPLE of what God is. It is just a mere symbol of their faith. But faith itself is intangible SO WHY BOTHER NOW?

Di ba? kung sagrado katoliko ka nga, nasira ba ang faith mo dahil nag exhibit si mideo ng ganun? di ba hindi naman? so bakit ganun ganun nalang ang reaction ng mga catholics. ANG FISHY LANG....

thanks. yun lang. bahala na kayo kung mag cocomment kayo dito sa blog ko

50 reasons not to date a Graphic Designer

Lifted from here

I'm going to comment on it since it is really interesting >__<

1. They are very weird people.-- true. we are very  weird people.
2. There are billions of them in the world, like colors on the screen of your computer.
3. They will analyse conversations in layers.-- well, not really, we do normal conversations too.
4. You will spend the day assembling furniture from IKEA.-- I LOVE IKEA!! why don't you.
5. They drink and eat all kinds of weird shit just because they like the packaging.-- guilty!
6. They hate each other.-- hahahahaha!!
7. You’ll come out the last out of the movies because you have to see the full list of credits.-- yeah, esp. when there is an after credit scene
8. They cant change a light bulb or without making a sketch.-- eh? this is not so true
9. They fuck up all the tables with their cutters.-- haha, our drawing tables in college were fucked up!
10. They rather study the paisley pattern on your outfit than listen to what you have to say.-- Esp. when we are talking to boring people.
11. They will fill your house with magazines and whatever is out there that has drawings.-- I did this in our last apt. I pasted magzine cutouts in our walls.
12. You never know if it is really an original or a copy.-- hmm people always wonder...
13. They make collages with your photos.-- ref. no. 11
14. They do not know how to add and subtract, they just understand letters.-- true.
15. They idolize people who nobody knows and speak of them as if they were his colleagues.-- true.
16. They take pictures almost daily and all are cut in weird shapes.-- true.
17. They ask your opinion about everything but  they do whatever they want.-- haha so true.
18. Everything is left justified, right or center unless they arrive late.-- OC
19. They hate Comic Sans with the same passion they love Helvetica.-- I fucking hate comic sans! refer to my previous blog!
20. They use iPhone for everything, because everyone has one.-- I dont have an i phone or a mac product.
21. You can not decorate the house without consulting them.-- well this is what my boss thinks.
22. They steal street signs.-- I dont do this, but I know some people who do it ^_^
23. Always carry their hands painted with something.-- true.
24. They buy dolls unfinished for them to paint.-- true.
25. Everything becomes something other than what it really is: cards as tickets, cards as …-- crafty true
26. When arguing, you will be nicknamed like the OSX spinning wheel (not affectionately)-- huh?
27. Do not know how to dress without consulting the Pantone book.-- wish i could do that.
28. They hate Excel.-- argh this is so true!! hate hate hate!
29. They read comics.-- true.
30. They want to save the world only with a poster.-- well. thats what we do ^___^
 31. You will spend the day brainstorming.-- true.
32. On vacation they will take you to countries that you do not know exist and have no beach.-- not true
33. Museums are their second home.-- galleries naman!
34. They know more positions than the Kamasutra.-- so are we good at sex?
35. They can’t go to a restaurant without secretly critiquing the menu design.-- guilty!
36. They listen to music you have never heard of.-- guilty!
37. They can´t cook a normal dish, they always have to experiment with new ingredients.-- sometimes true
38. They read rare books: stories of children, Semiotics …-- so true.
39. When you are going to tell you something, everyone has read it in their facebook and twitter.-- true. for most people not only GAs
40. They have own iPods before you knew they existed.-- techno geek.
41. The orgasm they remember is when they heard that Adobe was acquiring Macromedia.-- hahahaha this is funny!
42. They have their own shops just for them and there are the most expensive in the city.-- designers do this!
43. They want to spend all the money in the Apple Store.-- not really.
44. You will never understand their gifts.-- not really
45. They see ordinary objects and laugh.-- hahaha!
46. You wake up in the middle of the night hearim them screaming “When is the deadline?”-- good thing i never really had to experience this.
47. They see CMYK and RGB like Neo sees the Matrix.-- #00001 pls
48. They dream of the day nobody will make a single change to their designs.-- DESIRBLE. every artist dreams of this day!
49. They rather pay for a font than for a special birthday gift.-- not really.
50. They are always sleepy because they work 24/7-- im always sleepy....just sleepy.

majolica majorca!

Been raving (secretly) about this, MAJOLICA MAJORCA is here in manila (ewan ko kung kelan pa, heard from someone's blog meron daw silang boutique sa SM makati) I bought mine in SM north! yipeee! I've heard a lot from their mascaras, super LIKE!

mascara and lip pump

Lash Gorgeous Wing Neo (mascara)- P 795.00
Honey Pump Gloss -P 295.00
Small majolica majorca purse- FREEBIE

I 've tried the masacara in the counter, their are 2 kinds, the volume type and the lengthening type, I didnt like the applicator on the volume type (not a fan of the comb type applicator) , so I bought the lengthening one w/c has the brush applicator.I must say it really lengthens the lash, and it looks so naturale ^__^ this is my fave mascara to date <3 I love it talaga.


I also like the packaging steam punk-vintage-ish packaging <3

Majolica majorca is a sister company of Shisiedo.

a quicky update

Just a quick update:

SATURDAY:

Make up: Geline(from the previous blog) liked her look lst time for her pre-debut shoot, hired me for the actual debut <3

Mom's client got really happy, gave me a tip! (pats myself at the back for a job well done)

as for Plan B collective it was our first time covering an event and we were successful <3

SUNDAY:
movie date with Himitsu Heiki (my bf's band) we watched:

yeah!

Didn't really like the story (the story is lame-o), but the whole movie has that eye-candy effect. Nice production, cinematography, but the story is a blaaaahgggg...you will remember it because of the girls. I like the make ups tho, nice! I give it 2 out of  5.

im sleepy naw! I will have my massage tomorrow with some friendssss exciteeedd!

see yah!

make up gig + Plan B collective

Yey! I have my very 1st paid hair and make up gig! super happy ^__^

Clients: Geline bautista and Jeannieve nava reyes

before

after!!! yey client is very happy!

at the shoot at intramuros,  photography and layout by me *yay*

a night time hair and make up

Photography by Plan b collective

photography by plan b collective

BTW I'm part of Plan B collective if you need photoshoots or make up just feel free to contact us
email me at planb.collective@yahoo.com or polimr_et@yahoo.com

K! back to work! ^__^

congrats attorneys!!!

I'm so happy for my office mates who recently pass the bar exams! Out of 4000+ who took the bar, 980 only passed and 2 of them are my friends waaaa! Actually ako kinabahan sa kanila, I felt  sick to my stomach waiting for their results, the anticipation is also taking a toll on me (yuck affected haha), kasi ba naman no araw araw na sila nag sisimba, biruin mo yun pwede na sila i canonize as saints kasi lahat na ata ng simbahan sinimba na nila! from the stories I heard,  I can say that it is really difficult to  pass the bar, and this bar particularly because..well.. people say it was the hardest! Thanks God! My sincerest congratulations for the two of you!

(shet bibili pa ko ng gifts nila, haha)

Atty. Carmela C. Yambao certified kikay!

Atty. Engr. Darwin F. Cano certified single! any takers?

Wag na wag ninyo sila aawayin kayang kaya ka nilang kasuhan hahaha! I'm proud to be your friend and colleague, darwin mag pa facial at belo kana! ela mag pa diamomd peel na tayo! BONGGA!

Cosmetics galore!

My very first mini make up haul, I realize that I'm not suitable for this haul thingy because buying make up/beauty products can be too pricey, well everyone has their first, right?

orayt lets do this!

1. etude house hair curler-P 78.00
2. etude house styling eyeliner- P 128.00
3. etude house ms tangerine cream choux blush ( new product from etude)- P 248.00
4. etude house eye secret in white glitter- P 248.00
5. Sandara park ad for ms tangerine- freebie
6. Belo tumbler-freebie
7. Belo toner- P 39.00
8. Belo sunblock- P 299.00
9. Belo facial wash- freebie
10. Belo notebook - freebie
11. Dream girl lip gloss- P 124.00
12. myra e vitamin e tablets - freebie
13. myra e daily suncreen - P 99.75
14. face shop # 23 professional foundation- P 355.00

whew! to tell you the truth I had fun shopping for these items!

I'm disappointed in etude house(north edsa the block branch) for not giving me freebies *mad* I been buying a lot of my products there but they never gave me good freebie, buti pa sa SM fairview and megamall branch, worth 300 lang na avail ko and I already have a free BB cream sachet, pero pinangregalo ko sayang...

Napabili ako bigla ng belo skin care, because I was hearing some good reviews on belo's products, I even heard from belo, that if you have super oily skin you can use belo for men because it is potent. I like that the toner has a whitening ingredient already such as glutathione, kojic acid and giga white,  GET THIS, IT IS SURPRISINGLY CHEAP TOO! the toner cost around 39.00pesos per 60 ml, that is cheaper than ponds!
I'm looking forward to buying the whole skin care system pero as of now what I really need is a toner so yun ang binili ko.

As for the sun block, well I was about to go home when a sales lady from belo called me and said I have to test there sunblock, and will give me a ton of freebies if I do buy the sunblock. I was really planning to buy a sunblock anyway so I went, I was surprise that belo's sunblock is NOT STICKY and REMAINS UNSCENTED. I'm a fan of not sticky products because my face tend to oil up, I've tried banana boat just because of the high SPF, but I really dont like the smell and the sticky feeling. I grabbed the face sunblock with SPF 40 (they also have the body sunblock with SPF 60 for 399) , for 299, it's really cheap considering the saleswoman is giving me tons of freebies. The sales person is really intelligent about the product, kaya mas na convince ako, She even gave me 2 facial wash samplers so I was really happy. This is great for summer so grab it na.

(hey  Dr. vicky belo, if you ever read this you have to give me free facials sobra na ang free advertising ko sa product mo, hehe)

I also bought myra-e moisturizer because my ponds moisturizer is turning into liquid (yung parang nag hihiwalay na siya, liquid then may buo buo, I wouldn't put that on my face) I heard from an officemate named ela (haha), that it is quite good. Well for 99pesos it's a steal, *it also involves a sales lady who gave me vitamin e tablets as freebies* anyway I tested it just now and it feels great already, it's also non-sticky, it absorbs quickly , im happy!


on other make up news, I did a make up look on myself again! haha! this time I was trying to make my eyes bigger!

eyelid effect (daw)

I am trying to draw myself some lids because I don't have one, well what do you think! maybe need lots of false eyelash and that big contact lenses *someday* ^__^

Adjustment Bureau

Matt Damon <3

 I'm going to watch Adjustment Bureau this Sunday together with some friends *excited* I haven't gone to the cinema since my bf left (we watched movies for free!)

The story is about Love between a politician and a ballerina is affected by mysterious forces keeping the lovers apart >__<

Which will you choose fate or free will?
I'll find out on Sunday.. hehe

I crush you!

This blog is dedicated for my CRUSHes! (no love involve) I really think this is important, well ima girl,  I  have to admire someone right? hahahaha! I don't really care if my BF sees this..

my BOY crushes!!

hyun bin: my korean crush,eeeee, never fails to make me kilig in his korean dramas

Andrew Garfield: isnt he cute >__<

WI:LL ADD MORE!! >__<

my Girl crush!

Song Hye kyo: Isn't she a goddess? I really admire her beauty @__@

solenn heusaff: HOT AND TALENTED! <3

ayan lang muna actually madami pa naantok lang ako >__<

Goooood timess!

I've recently been addicted listening to Good times with MO TWISTER! We (my officemates) can't get enough of his podcasts!

He really is the Philippine genius

I know he has a morning show in the radio on magic, but this podcasts really different, no holds barred!lots of  sex, love and relationship talk ^__^ Eto nalang pinapakinggan ko sa office pag super bored na ko, it really makes me laugh out loud minsan, wish ko lang sana may makakita ng blog na to at makinig rin kay Mo hahahah! He is with Dr. Gan (he's a real doctor BTW) In fairness ha, may A-List guests at bongga ang mga prizes! trip for 2 to japan , blackberry(not bad di ba), to name a few... Sometimes gusto ko mag made up ng relationship problem para may reason ako tumawag sa kanya. haha


more on mo twister and his show Good times with Mo download it here

He has a US counter part though.. LOVELINE hosted by Dr. Drew ( he is also a medical doctor) it has the same theme and concept, love, sex, relationship(I wonder if mo got the idea from here) I've been listening to loveline back in the days(like year ago), nag stop lang dahil I forgot the link where I can listen to it live on the internet.

the show had been going since the 80's

loveline archives:  love line archives

 I really like Good times rather that Loveline because I can relate more on Mo's callers(because we are filipinos) I can say that these are good talk shows for bored people like me!

make up myself

hello you people! anyway, I have promise a make up blog update. hehe well here it is! this is going to be a long one...anyway first off i want to show you my stuff  >__<

I really have enough, but I want MOAR! oh mag ttwelve na pala gosh!

It's really difficult to dictate to you one by one, I have probably acquired it about september of last year(2010) and its been growing ever since. kung ano ano nalang talga ang binibili ko, yung box kit regalo sakin ni BF yay! I have various brands: etude, loreal, nichido, dollface(costal scents), face shop, elianto, avon...etc..ewan basta bili lang ako ng bili, then naging ganyan na sila, and believe me di ko sila magamit pag lalabas ako, tintamad ksi ako mag make-up, I am a person n doesnt care how I look like, basta nakakakita ako ng magnda ok na ko, I only use facepowder and then lipgloss then thats it, sometimes I forget my kit at home pa so I go bare face pag pumpsok ako >__<

But I know one thing gusto ko mag make up ng tao! Gusto ko ng photoshoot at styling hahaha!

anyway today (or should I say tonite) I was itching to do a look, para may m blog ako haha!
I went home with this new tweezers na binili ko sa watsons for 40 pesos, bumili din ako ng eyebrow pencil sa etude 128 pesos , fanny serano lash curler (slim) 125pesos , lash glue na nichido 60pesos.

top: fanny serrano lash curler (original), bottom: Fanny serranno lash curler (slim), they're really good!

eye brow pencil form etude house, I bought mine in a gray shade, really looks natural. I like the brush that goes with retractable pen.

I was fixing my brow after that I applied the pen, hmm looks good, so I got my stuff and do a LOOK.

This look is called greeenny pink! hahaha dunno what to call it anyway:

before(this is me "daily" btw)

 

 

after (1)

after (2)

yan, na wasted na sa kaka picture!

the photography didnt do good on me kasi cellphone lang at panget lighting, yung iba hindi ko i dedeny na phinotoshop ko ( I cant help it, sorry) pero yung iba hindi na ksi honestly 1:37 am na and I have to work tomorrow haha, I have to leave you here, but more updates on the coming weeks! yipee!

FEB 14

After reading a very crappy advice from the internet, I decided that I should have a crappy advice BLOG too!
Today is Valentines day. And if you are single you might need to survive this day of mushyness, roses, sweet loving couples kissing each other on the road...etc the list goes on and on. TAKE IT FROM ME, 22 years of single-hood is experience!

1. Love yourself. treat yourself in a spa or massage to take away attention to couples, have a manicure and a pedi, go to a salon, this is a good way to pamper yourself. Eat the most delicious of foods, go to a restaurant and bring a book, the heck, DATE yourself. Make valentines day a ME day. Always remember that if you are not happy with yourself, you cannot be happy with someone else. So go ahead indulge yourself to a happy day.

2. Write. You feel lonely, but deep inside you really want to just talk, right? Get a piece of paper and write, about your dreams, your thoughts, anything. nobody cares for wrong grammar, capitalization. etc. or BLOG ( that's what I am doing now!) nakakatalino pa!

3. Have a singles-only party. It doesn't have to be fancy, a plain inuman-till-we-are-drunk can do, there is nothing more than having good set of single friends sharing laughs over alcohol! Trust me! Mag games din kayo about exes para fun! time will pass quickly at pag gising feb 15 na!

4. Have a movie marathon. definitely themes with LOVE is out of the topic, subukan mo LOTR or Starwars, the good 'ol james bond is also a good movie marathon theme, or how about SAW haha ayan horror na yan, siguro nman makakalimutan mo na yung feb 14 nyan!

5. Posses a hobby. sew, sing, play a musical instrument, do art, dance... just do anything! Pag sinabi kong posses as in karirin mo to the highest level! you loe photography? then mag organize ka ng shoot, you love cooking? mag aral ka sa school, malay mo dahil dyan sa hobbies mo madami kang ma meet!


there siguro naman mega pre-occupied and busy kana pag tapos nyan, sa point na na iistress kana sa ginagawa mo. And then before you know it nakalimutan mo na lumipas na pala ang V-day!

kaya kung ako sayo, Go with the flow, wag kang bitter bitter sa mga rosas sa paligid, alam mo ang pinaka maganda ay take advantage of the moment, pumunta ka sa dangwa bumili ka ng sang katutak na bulaklak at ibenta mo, kumita ka pa! o di ba! keri!

happy v day to everyone!

lonely~ness

hi blog, sorry I haven't updated you in a while, I was just to busy with shits in my life (work, work and lastly work) well here I am again, spending time and writing things about myself. dang!



Ok updates. at my last blog I wrote about stuff at having a secure job. AND GUESS WHAT??!!

I ate it, I have a job again. although I am going to be wiser about this job. Well for starters, my recent job offered me a high salary and I think it is much more that working in my previous job, because I think this job will be BIG. I work at a law office now and how did I land there is a mystery. I am still pursuing a business with my friends and a business on my own (see I am wiser now!)

I have some nice friends there, they are going to be lawyers soon. (they told me I can be a lawyer, all i need is to study in a law school for 4 yrs and pass the board) well I won't close doors on that option, but I dont see me doing it in the near future.

OK enough about work. let's talk about the topic of loneliness :(

As you've all know (well now you are going to) I have a long distance relationship going on with my boyfriend of 3 yrs. I love him so much as in talaga! He went to the states September 2010, and I miss him....a lot. Sometimes I feel lonely, whenever I see couples holding hands, hugging each other, kissing etc...cheesy stuff...I see myself doing it with him. I know if I tell this to him, he will just say " keep yourself busy so you dont miss me too much"  or " don't worry, we'll be together this december, just hang on"

WELL I AM BUSY AND GUESS WHAT AT THE END OF THE DAY WHEN I CRAWL TO MY BED, I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU BEFORE I SLEEP AND IT MAKES ME CRY  T__T

there I said it. and the reason why I wrote this blog is not because valnetine's day, btw, it is well promoted here in our country, but because I saw an ugly  couple(hipon ang girl, gwapo ang boy) at the jeep I am riding a while ago. When I rode the second jeep, I was crying because I thought about him and the things we did when we were together physically. >__< gah! And then I felt lonely..hence this blog.. *sad face*

I know lonely din siya. I just want to find a way to be together with him *cry cry* sabi nga nya wag madaliin
but I miss him, I really do. and I really appreciate efforts from him to talk to me on skype etc. but i miss the physical HIM :( it is just not the same. I dont know how LDR works, pero grabe ang hirap nya, mas mahirap p cya sa pagiging single. :( (NOW, I know kung bat ng eend up yung iba sa hiwalyan)

all I can do is wait. wait. wait. And I hope siya rin. Sana mahintay niya ako. for now all I can give him is my trust. and ako din, masabi ko I will trust him. natatakot lang ako kasi baka ma bored siya sakin :( ksi syempre we have already different lives and different timezones. kaya ganon pa rin just HANG ON.

di naman ako nag sseek ng advice or anything. I just miss him at naiiyak lang ako minsan sa kakamiss ko sa kanya. but if you have any advice for LDR ok lang. like how to spice up the relationship on the net..YUCK. mga ganong chu chu.

ayun, yun lng ang drama ko ngayon sige next tym ulit.
pramis i uupdate na kita para mag ka fans ka naman!